counting the stars isn't impossible...people just lack the attention span

whoa. i just read through my blogs and oh my goodness, i sounded so whiny!!  yuck.  anyways, it's been like almost two years since the last time i blogged on this thing. crazy!! not much has changed, i still wanna be a famous singer or lead vocalist of a band. i still haven't got to see underOATH live yet now i'm trying to see either them or SAOSIN live.  SAOSIN is my all-time favorite band and i would love to see them live and get to meet them. they seem like such cool guys, i wanna hang out with them so bad!! they're recording there new album and there showing it live so that is so AWESOME!!! i try to watch it whenever its on. they are so weird, i love them so much!! i still write songs alot. there getting better i think.  i dont really let anybody see them yet still.  well, i've let my mom and sister read a couple but only the ones i think are really good.  i'm just loving be alive right now and i'm just waiting for my chance to make my dreams come true!!!!